"Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional" 🦋
While I remember with sorrow my mom who passed 19 years ago, I try to live my life “without” her with a smile always in my face for what she would love to see me be happy for the both of us.
Today I needed to go for a walk, feel the sun on my face, have some dessert, watch my girls play and let the wind wipe my tears away... I tried to forget that today counts 19 years since I let go of your hand, trying forgetting, of course, is useless, 19 years made memories actually grew bigger and stronger, and your memory in my heart, is the deepest and most significant, I know you are happy, and I know that you are right here with me, I know that we will reunite one day, but today I can’t help but wonder Why you left me so soon? I probably never know the answer to that, but life goes on and living is necessary and I promised myself to do the best I can to keep smiling and keep trying to be a happy person even when the deepest pain hurts my heart. So, here we are, 19 years later, smiling for you, enjoying for you, living for you and me, singing our songs, dressing up like you used to love, going out like you used to go, dancing like you used to dance, having fun like we used to have, you didn't die, you are living in me and by my side thru the butterflies, thru the music, thru all the beautiful things that surround me everyday. To you and for you, my life is a little tribute to your love and care.
Keep smiling is what I try to do and what I will be doing until we meet again.
Today I got out of bed, dressed up, get the girls to have your favorite "Lúcuma" Icecream and we celebrate your life and your legacy, I love you today and forever mom, in this and in all the next lives ♥
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